Unpredictable

Half of my very "last" holidays had gone. There are only 3 more weeks for my holidays. This is my last holidays during my university life. One more semester or half year later, I'll graduate.

Some problems arised. Jobless, Final Year Project, continue my study? Every problems come to the end by it's nature selection or human selection. We aren't the decision maker although we are one of the people who involved in the problem. Of course, not every problems continue in long term period. It'll come to the end, soon.

It just like the weather. You saw a very big and huge sun in the sky in the morning, end up a rainy day starts from the noon. Unpredictable. We called it LIFE. Indeed, is VERY unpredictable.

sick

I think I'm going to sick, but at the same time I'm preventing myself to get sick. I hate sick, because I hate medicine.

When I were in 4- 7 years old, I were very weak. I were always easily sick and I had to eat many medicines during that time. After 7 years old, I started taking pills instead of syrup. I hate syrup so much. Although that time the colour of syrups are quite beautiful but I still remember how disgusting are the smell!

Now I feel not so well but better than yesterday. I DON'T WANT SICK...

In the afternoon

No more air-con room.

There was such a nice room (hostel). I'm sure I'll miss there. My friend said it looked like a 3 stars hotel room. Indeed my 4 months "honeymoon semester" ended officially. I had many first time experiences there. All those happy memories, I'll always remember.

She is older now.

She looks older now. Of course, we can't do anything to reduce the physically changes on human beings. Neither refuse nor reject to being older. You only have to accept the fact that "everyone will become older.". Is fine, stay healthy everyone.

Those past days.

Many things suddenly flashing in my minds. I miss those days when I was in 17. That was a great year for me. I still remember how they gave me a birthday surprise. That is so nice. We were very crazy during that time. Many things happened, many fun we had. I really miss them.

Am I mature enough?

A good question to ask, deserves a good answer from me or prove from me. Some said I'm so young. I know, in your eyes I'm very young because I'm not reach 21 (but soon will be ). I don't care about how old am I. I just want to be a better person. I wish every year, I'll be a better one than last year. My target now is to become a more hardworking person. I am and I was a lazy man. I should be I will be a better one. Will I?

Still cloudy

I can't really differentiate between "morning", "afternoon" and night.
My life is relaxing now after the final exam.
You can feel my teeth is shining when i'm smiling.
Because I'm VERY FREE now.
Although I need to attend some activities after final exam, but it 's ok, still very relaxing now.


Today wake up by received a phone call from my final year project's supervisor.
He asked me how is my project and I replied him as "conscious" as I could, because actually I'm still very sleepy at the time. I guess I were replying him in a sleepy tone. haha


Morning and afternoon almost same these few days. Cloudy weather as usual. The sun hiding don't know somewhere else. I hope my clothes will dry in this kind of weather and please, DON'T RAIN!


I don't even bother what is the time. When I feel want to eat, I'll eat; when I feel want to sleep, I'll sleep. Sounds lazy ya? Erm, no reason for me to wake up and sleep follow a fix schedule right? hehe


Tomorrow got something to do, so can't like today's life. Ok, I want continue watching my dramas. For those who not yet finish their final exam, all the best ya!

1.5cm

i measured the notes just now
i plan to finish 1.5cm notes tonight...
oh ya, it's not finish all notes, it just a part of it...
But...
Most of the notes contained 6 slides in one page!!!

My face... T.T

I should point a gun to myself so that I can concentrate on study seriously...

My 'seriously' is not enough serious everytime.

Nevermind, after finish exam next week, I should be like this: :P